dear Peter, Ernestine and Heinz

I owe you =
apology for long period of silence from my side. I had very challenging las=
t year and couldn’t decide to attend supervision mainly due to financial re=
ason. (to be honest, almost last ten years are like that..)

I didn’t feel comfortable to ask you for red=
ucing supervision fee because you did  that for me in the year before =
(in 2024). Anyway this weekend when Foundation had supervision I had my own=
very deep process and cutting the ties.

Then, the licensee fee for this 2026 year came….Again, I was n=
ot sure what to do. In one moment I decide not to pay because it is really =
big amount for me now  200 euros …the another moment I question myse=
lf and decision.

In one meditat=
ion I felt some kind of ease about everything so finally I would like to as=
k you is it possible to pay licensee fee in two installment? Now and in Jun=
e or July? I belive that for the most of cooperation partners from western =
Eu countries is not such big deals but for me and my standrard and Croatia =
last ten years it is really a lot of money together with costs for supervis=
on … 

I dont know is it posiible to consider withi=
n the Foundation to have some different clasess…amounts of …depending o=
n partners abilities…

of cour=
se I would like to be member the Foundiotion…I am from the beining…and =
love and respect Phyllis work and but maybe 

my only obstacle now is money

(hopefully my karma about money and familie is nearing to=
the end…luckiliy that I have money when Phyllis was alive that I could p=
articipate in more than one training…